The last time I had sex was August 1, 2010. The next time I have sex will be August 1, 2011 or later. This blog represents a journal of my spiritual and emotional evolution during that time. I stopped having sex because I came to the understanding that every relationship I’d been in since high school had failed miserably. I always thought it was the guys’ fault, but then it dawned on me that I was the common denominator in every situation. Maybe, just maybe, I was the problem.

I couldn’t bear the thought of going into yet another doomed relationship so I decided to take a break from dating and sex for one year, the longest I’ve been celibate since losing my virginity (by far). I hope that taking time out to focus on myself and my goals rather than focussing on someone else’s needs and seeking validation from men, I will find a path to self-awareness that will help me attract a better partner in the future.

Published on September 21, 2010 at 2:12 am  Comments (2)  

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  1. I really enjoy reading your blog. I look forward to your evolution. I’m walking the same journey.

    • That’s so cool! Thank you for your support. Are you doing a celibate year as well?

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